I am extremely tired at the moment, and about to go to bed... I don't know why I felt the need to update this.

Life is... much better. Than it's ever been, actually. In most aspects at least; my grades aren't that wonderful but I'm passing everything. My social life has calmed down, and I'm not partying anywhere near as much as I was. Which would be bad to some people, but I really needed a break to assess what was really important in my life. I've changed so much this past year and I really didn't notice it... but looking back at the person I was, I realize that my motivations, my inspiration for living, my morals themselves have really changed. Not always for the better... I'm getting over something of a drug relapse. I'm fine, but things need to change or otherwise I'll be heading downhill fast. I'm glad I caught it this time before I needed to seek professional help. My sophomore year has had a death grip on my sanity, and I think it's finally able to release me. I feel human, for once in my god-forsaken life.

That's it for now :]